I am so sad today. I messed up again. Why do I listen to students when they say other teachers say things? I sent another scathing email to a teacher based on what a student said she said. I hurt her feelings bad enough that she came to talk to me after school almost in tears! Why do I do things like that! I am no better than the people I have talked about all week doing mean and stupid things! Why can't I stop my feelings and listen to the Holy Spirit? I am supposed to be this person that is soooo intuned to You God....but as soon as I get hurt or mad, I go right with my feelings and shut You out! I am so sorry. I hate that I've been so judgmental of people in my life lately. I am so sorry. I want to please You and I know saying or writing comments about the faults of your children does not please You. I am so sorry.
I have to have Your Holy Spirit at the forefront of my mind ALL the time! I can't do this in my flesh....help me God.....
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